巴巴地活著

Compilation of shortform fic posted to 17hols or elsewhere in 2023 (hopefully will be updated with more soon... ^^)
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The hills aren't going anywhere
seventeen; jeonghan/wonwoo; 5.2k; rated T
a remix/futurefic of cat person by poemnumberone

according to google docs, i started working on this fic in june of 2022. so by some measures it took me a full year+ to write, but actually most of the fic did not exist until two months or so ago; prior to that, i was just vaguely running on vibes and/or wasn’t even sure that it would ever actually happen. (paul rudd.gif look at us now..)
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I typed up a whole rambling thing about what I was thinking about during this year’s ficmix, reflections on various themes and intentions, and then realized that I was NOT really talking about the fic and that really just a lot of things have happened to me this year that I am still processing. So, you know, that draft of this post exists, but I figured a better way to rein things in is to write up true liner notes, structured around the (jazz hands) fic playlist I made :D I promise no musical cohesion or appeal in this arrangement of songs, but at least thematically they work.

original fic: tiger, tiger burning bright (chapter 2), chanyeolanda
remix: knocking without permission 
(feel free to reach me privately if you want the playlist link, but all songs are listed below the cut)

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happy mid-march! trying this on lapslock to see how it feels.

february... sure did happen. things have been tough for the past few months weeks, but i'm – not growing, necessarily, or getting better, but at least learning things about myself and my interactions with the world. maybe more on that someday.

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